{.. My Crisis ..}

This is My crisis. probably YOURs too

It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn’t know and may not like.

You start feeling insecure and you wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get hot and scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were close to aren’t exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.

What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you are.

You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused.

Suddenly change is the enemy and you cry and cling onto the past with dear life but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward. The average ones plateau, the smart ones rise.

You get your heart broken and wonder why someone you loved could do such damage to you or you lay in bed and wonder why you can’t meet anyone decent enough to get to know better.

One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiot start to look pathetic.

You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.

You wonder what in the hell is wrong with you.

You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life for yourself and while winning the race would be great, right now you’d just like to be a contender.

We are making a lot of mistakes, but helping one another learn from them.

We will piss one another off and laugh at the end of a conversation.

What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it and we are all in it together.

We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

We are friends, and in 10 years we will be friends who have figured out where we fit in this world.