{.. The Calling ..}

The people you love so much, you're willing to put up with,

To leave their troubles behind, to erase youre horrible pasts,

Because you love them

The person you need, you cannot have them,

They've turned there back on you, they've given you the cold shoulder,

That invisible string of hope, its now cut, unravelle the hem and face the future, theres nothing now to hold onto, not even a delusional string

Turn away, slowly, pace yourself, and all the while youre thinking:

" I don't want to, I can't, this was my calling, Ive waited my whole life for this"

But the string you want, its gone, so stop grasping at whats not there,

Staring so hard at the spot were it was won't help get it back, so stop trying so hard to change youself for your love…………

"Move on" , you tell yourself.

And all the while youre still grabbing at that spot of nothing