{.. the Club ..}

there's a club the "dead mother's club" and you arent in it until you're in it.
no one can understand, and it sucks when you join.
there's no welcome committee or waving flags or applause..
there's grief and saddness and confusion
and every year your heart and body mourns for the loss

i didnt know how to exsist in a world where my mom wasnt there.

and i've realized it never really changes

Eagle in the dark
Feathers in the pages
Monkeys in my heart
Rattling their cages
Found a way to blooom
Another ghost to follow
Said its only up to you
It's the hardest pill to swallow

Mmmmmhmmmmmhhhmmm

You never get to choose
You live on what they send you
You know their gonna use
Things you love against you
One foot in the grave
One foot in the shower
There's never time to save
You're paying by the hour

And that's just the way it goes
Falling awake

Slipping through the bars
Aware of the danger
Of riding in the cars
Taking candy from strangers
You're never out of hand
Never out of pocket
Super sonic man
Do you want to buy a rocket