August 20, 2008

I understand that it is uncomfortable to be with someone you cant trust. Someone you feel can and will take advantage of your thoughts and feelings, use them to control you or hurt you or direct your life. That's one reason im not good at relationships, why i no longer want to be involved in one. It is perfectly understandable to have questions and doubts and then have those questions and doubts lead to resentment and distrust. But i have learned to grow and move on.. perhaps one day someone will be able to break through this barrior i have around myself...